was hewting's wake today.. nv attend... was busy in sch.. jus called up xing siew.. she had jus came back from there...... can hear that she was abit sad.. to say the truth.. i've nv been to a wake other than the time when my great-grandmother died... hard to imagine how i would react if i were to go.. that time when my great-grandmother died.. i was very sad but i did not cried.. maybe was cos i was brought up not to be emotional ba.. had seen too much of how being too emotional would mess things up.. unless i'm with my frens i would seldom carry a smile.. anyway.. xing siew said that tml would be the cremation... dunno wat was hewting's religion... but sincerely hope that she would have a better "after-life" if she had believed in one...