finally knew what is "chances never come twice... once u missed it, it beyond ur reach...." how i wished that i had jus grabbed at it that day.. haiz.. now i jus cant find it anymore... searching everywhere... to all those out there.. if u happen to think like me that there's always a second chance, PLZ!!!! there is no such thing!!!!!! if u really like that particular thing.. jus give it all out to get ur hands on it.. otherwise u'll regret.. serious...